Median Marathon Pt. 5

81. turned down
he said no
lonely night again

82. transatlantic
stormy fights
drowning in ocean

83. wife
waiting up
he is not yet home

84. lonely
without him
i am worth nothing

85. i tried...
seduction
an attempt in vain

86. distance
four a.m.
cold bed on his side

87. patience
life's easy
for those who can wait

88. selfconfidence
shattered self
can that be repaired?

89. memory
once, he cared
for my happiness

90. good dog
i sit up
and wait to be pet

91. submission
i accept
my place in his life

92. diligence
he breaks me
a piece at a time

93. change needed
i am not
what he wants me to

94. once upon a time
we made love
we no longer do

95. cinderella waiting
prince charming
had something to do

96. beauty
i'm sleeping
noone kisses me

97. danger
loaded gun
you point at my heart

98. well-spoken
a few words
break bonds and build walls

99. cold
shivering
wrapped in rejection

100. all i have
feeble words
don't soften his heart